Monday, January 28, 2013

#12. Reconciliation is Coming…


After this I looked and there before me was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people and language, standing before the throne and in front of the Lamb. They were wearing white robes and were holding palm branches in their hands. And they cried out in a loud voice: “Salvation belongs to our God, who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb.”  -Revelation 7:9-10

There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.
-Galatians 3:28

Reconciliation. 

I was asked to choose a word for 2013 that in some way represents what God is teaching me during this season of my life, and this is going to be mine.

The American Heritage College Dictionary (my personal favorite!) says that to “reconcile” means “to reestablish a close relationship between.  To settle or resolve.  To bring (oneself) to accept.  To make compatible or consistent.”

So reconciliation implies that there was a relationship to begin with that was broken in some way.

Looking around at our world, anyone can tell that we desperately need reconciliation.  There is division and conflict everywhere, between students in school, between family members, between political parties, between nations, between ethnic groups…and the list goes on.  People cry out for “world peace,” but the conflicts just keep coming. 

What we need is to go back to the point before we were broken.  So when was that?  When were we not divided…by “race,” religion, class, or political party?  We have to go back…really far back.



God created us in His image, to be in a relationship with Him.  But like any healthy relationship, there was freedom…for us to choose whether we wanted that relationship or not. 

We’ve all chosen ourselves over our relationship with Him.  And once that relationship is broken, there is nothing we can do to restore it on our own.


I love this mural, not only for the story it tells in its pictures, but for the story behind it.  It’s such a great symbol of unity and reconciliation in the Uptown neighborhood.  And yet, there are still gangs in Chicago.  There are still children growing up in broken homes.  There are still thousands of people without a place to lay their heads at night.  And there is still racism.

That’s because our ultimate need, beyond reconciliation with each other, is reconciliation with God.  Until that relationship is restored, true peace between men is not possible.  We are incapable of bringing about reconciliation on our own.  It is only possible, as depicted in the last portion of this mural, through Jesus Christ, who bridged the gap between man and God (Romans 5:10).


Even though I know the brokenness in the world is a result of sin and separation from God, I still struggle to understand why He has allowed it to continue to the extent that we now see it.  As I sat at a dinner table at Cornerstone Community Outreach talking to J-- about the things he’s seen on the street and what my life might have been like if I’d grown up in the streets of Chicago rather than the suburbs of St. Louis, my heart was totally crushed.  It’s so unfair; why has God blessed me so much and allowed others to have so little?

Ultimately, I know that God’s ways are higher than mine, and I’ll never understand the full picture of His plan until I get to heaven (Isaiah 55:8-11).  But lately I’ve been thinking that I might have to accept some of the blame myself.  Because even though Jesus is the one who has done the work of reconciling us to God, we are the means by which God has chosen to spread that message. 

So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God. God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.  
-2 Corinthians 5:16-21

If we don’t share this good news, how will people know (Romans10:14-15)?

If we truly want to see peace and reconciliation in our world, then we have to point people to Jesus.  It’s what God commands us to do.  It's not a message for us to keep to ourselves; He means for us to share it.  So reconciliation will be my word for 2013.  I don’t presume to think I can change anyone’s life; only God can do that.  But if He wants to use me, I want to let Him.




Saturday, January 19, 2013

#11. What God Starts, He Will Finish.


"I thank my God every time I remember you.  In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus."
-Philippians 1:3-6



Friday, for the first time since Candidate Orientation over two months ago (yikes!) our little group was able to reunite, via Skype/cell phone.  [So grateful for technology, even when it doesn’t work exactly as planned.]

I am so incredibly thankful to God for our group.  We heard it was one of the smaller ones, but I’m really grateful for that!  We were able to really get to know each other throughout the week and to ask and answer questions honestly.

I definitely feel like God put us together deliberately; I can’t imagine being there with a better group of people (which also applies to the GEM staff!).  Even though we spent less than a week together, I love them all dearly…Dennis, with his chill personality and subtle but hilarious sense of humor (“Hi, I’m Dennis, and I also have 7 children.”), Terri, the epitome of the Proverbs 31 woman, who also made me feel better about having so many questions (“Sharon, is it ok that I don’t understand anything that you just said?”), Kevin, with his ability to instantly befriend anyone, who thinks nothing of munching sweet potato chips in the president’s office, and Jazz, my fellow Francophile, who is one of the coolest, kindest people I’ve ever met (and she can hula!).

It’s not like I expected this process to be easy, but there have definitely been some unexpected challenges.  I am grateful for loving and supportive family, friends, and church bodies, but there is just something about us going through this process together that I really appreciate.  We’re all heading to different places, and we may get there at different times, but I can’t wait to see what God does with our little group.  [And also to have an “excuse” to visit Paris, Germany, and Switzerland.]  :-)

"Remember the things I have done in the past.  For I alone am God!  I am God, and there is none like me.  Only I can tell you the future before it even happens.  Everything I plan will come to pass, for I do whatever I wish."

-Isaiah 46:9-10